according to dr oz and thanks to groupon this free bottle of garcinia cambogia really works
I’m not the kind of person to believe in this dilly dally of ghost and stuff normally but for the past few days I’ve felt like there has been a ghost in my house. Just last night, I was sleeping and I felt something. It wasn’t my cat or anything. It felt like a full grown human body. Then, about an hour ago, I felt hands around my throat, I couldn’t stand up or move. Finally when I could I stood up gasping for air. On top of that when I woke up this morning, I felt like someone was looking me down from across my room. I’ve been hearing sounds from my back room which, like foot steps, like someone stomping in there and that is impossible as seeing my back room is boarded up and nailed shut. When I go downstairs, and I can see everyone is asleep, I’ll get a feeling though someone is walking behind me. I’ll turn around but nothing. Like I said, I’m not one to believe in ghost and so on but now this shit is getting scary..
I dislike making post like this since these are the cry for help post. I’m seriously almost to the end of my rope though.
I’ve felt down for a little while now with my college bills, me not having a job again and with my fiancées dad noting giving us a yes or no on letting me take his daughters hand in marriage. A few days ago, my aunt, whom is a second mother to me almost succeeded in killing herself. I know a lot people in the world that have things worse than I do, I know I should be thankful from my friends and family, but things are just starting to get to me now. I thought once I finished college, things would start going great for me. Only good thing that has happened was my fiancée said yes, which is a great thing. It’s been long overdue for her and me to become engaged since we’ve dated off and on for almost half of our lives. Just now, things don’t seem to be going right. I’m stuck at home 24/7 again. I can’t go out and see my friends. I’m only happy when I get to spend time with my fiancée and friends. Thing is I’m limited on seeing them. I can only see my fiancée on the weekends and I can rarely see my friends since I have limited access to a car and even than when I get the car I have to lie about where I’m going. I don’t want to say I’m suicidal because I’m not, I just know I’m in a depression. I’ve felt this way before and I hated it. I never wanted to feel this way again but here I am again, though it’s not as bad as it was at one point in my life. I know they said, don’t give up hope, things also get better. Thing is, waiting is what is killing me. I want to spend more time with my friends, I want to spend more time with my fiancée, I want my family to do family things instead of fighting with each other over who took the last pill.